What to do, what to do

I never really felt like the SAN administration job was the right thing to do. But now I am faced with two opposing problems. Do I work towards becoming a web developer, or stay in the techie field as a Web Analyst. I guess that either would work ok, but the Web Analyst at least comes with some finacial rewards. However the Web Analyst also comes with on call responsabilities. That sucks, how do you know what to do, I guess you looks at the doors that have blatantly come open to you, and you walk through them. That would be my best guess.

What to do

Do you ever sit back and wonder if you are doing what you are supposed to be. It never ceases to supprise me how much of a failure I can be, at the things that are truely important. Sometimes I just want to know that what I am doing has meaning. Sometimes it feels like so much of what I am doing is meaningless. What is the point of all of the world we live in. It just seems meaningless, meaningless, meaningless. I wish I could know at every point along the way that I am doing what is right, and good in the eyes of God.

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Stay focus

I've got to stay focused, I've got to....

Nothing certain

Well, I basically have two websites completed. I have the velvet stitch and i have wood world. Sometimes I don't know what I am doing, it seems like I spend all kinds of time on the computer in the evenings, and neglect the things that are important. I guess if I want to get into web development, I should keep after it. But is that my own desire? Nothing seems certain anymore.